what to say

my problem with blogging, honestly, is that i don't know what to say. its not like im stupid, or i have nothing to say ever, because im constantly thinking about talking, but i never know how to write it. the saying "easier said than done" defines me. if i could write something, or say it, i would be better off saying it because chances are, that would get me closer to what i really mean. sometimes i wonder if maybe its the thoughts im having that are the reason i can't write anything, i should be thinking in bigger words, so that when i speak or talk i'll sound smarter, or maybe  i need to be thinking deeper, so that i sound like an intellectual thinker when i speak and write. but thats just not how i am, i have my random thoughts, yet they never flow and so i have nothing to write. i guess im creative, but who knows, eventually, hopefully, i'll find something to blog about.